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couldn’t move the comments though

just a few more strolls left.

slouching still after a whole day of doing the same. stinks using a pc that isn’t yours, taking a chair that won’t leave yer back alone from stretching the wrong ways…

the grime I would wash off as soon as I realize where I really am

tigas pa ng muka ni Gloria

whew I’m sleepy

noong ikay bumuwal, hindi ko man na alok ang pagakay

noong ikaw ay pimipiglas mula sa hingalo’t lagot ng hininga, di-ko man napalakas ang iyong loob

noong ikay parangalan, ako’y tikom bibig at walang muwang

mabuti na lamang

noong ika’y masikhay at punong puno ng buhay sabay na umalingawngaw ang ating tinig kasama ng madla

na minsan ika’y nakatunggali sa teorya at praktika

na palagi kang kaisa sa diwa

libong punglo ang patunay na ika’y di nabigo at hindi malilimot.

- salamat ka trina.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hib7y2ACK-E

Heres a quick excerpt of the interview with Marilyn Manson (my fave lines out of it)

Brian Hugh Warner:

"I definitely can see why they would pick me. Because its easy to put my face on the TV, because I am, in the end , a poster boy for fear… I represent what everyones afraid of.. because I do and say what I want… The president was shooting bombs overseas yet I’m a bad guy ’cause I sing some rock and roll songs, and whose a bigger influence, the president or my own Manson. I would like to think me but I gonna go with the president."

Micheal Moore:

"Did you know that the date that Columbine happened the United States dropped more bombs on Kosovo than any other time during that war?"

Warner: "I do know that and I think thats really ironic that nobody said that maybe the president had an influence on this violent behavior. Cause thats not the way the media wants to take it. Spin it and turn it into fear. Youre watching television, youre watching the news, youre being pumped full of fear, theres floods, theres AIDS, theres murder, cut to commercial, buy the Acura, buy the Colgate, if you have bad breath they’re not gonna talk to you, if you have pimples the girl’s not gonna fuck you. Its a campaign of fear and consumption… Keep everyone afraid and they’ll consume."

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I’d listen more to Marilyn Manson than I would to the pope.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=tROXY9Qfh4g

Those who know how I regard Brian Hugh Warner’s work and life would be surprised with this one.

This video says nothing new and if you clicked on the link above you are in for almost 8 minutes of wasted time. To start with, its a surprisingly boring song. With the chorus sung with ‘don’t break, don’t break my heart’, you aren’t to expect the same depth that there has always been in MM tracks.

There is a lot of attention drawn to the cryptic copulation clip that takes up a large part of the prologue. Evan Rachel Wood provides zero seduction (can somebody please teach her how to moan) in a failed attempt to best White Zombie’s Intro to ‘more human than human’. Its fake and I’ve heard better bed wails from a virgin.

This is suposedly Manson’s rebound from depression into his re-entry into serious studion music. Manson had a lot of love-driven poems but this one is just short of even his worst.

here’s the excerpt from the 2nd verse:

"She reminds me of the one I knew that cut up the negatives of my life. I couldn’t take my hands off her, she wouldn’t let me be anywhere but inside."

The trend of his prose revolves in apparent half-baked attraction to someone who is patching up for this void that his divorce left punched permanently into his conciousness expressed in recycled and borrowed word lines.

Im sorry man, but heres a two-thumbs down on this one.

Frankly the only 2 people who surely enjoy this video without prejudice would be Manson and his girlfriend and this would only be mostly due to the amount of live sex they were able to perform.

march. on and on. assault unrelenting. forget not to aim. rush each attack. crack the intense salvo a million times more. a million times deafened.

Scarred to make the same apathy work away what makes up your security. Vend the idea. The notion that structure - whatever is already comfortably setup - should patch up for the unreal things that are dismissed as ideal.

You may be safe, but still that void stings. It does because you still understand too deeply despite denying that you do.

It was stunning to see the most prestigious yearly pageant. Glad the likes of Ms. Tanzania were chosen as qualifiers. Thailand and Japan were sizzling! Anticipating Honey Lee’s next appearance on the catwalk, I had to put up with the likes of Venezuala (no better than their bet last year) and USA. As I was about to turn my head to my oatmeal, Rachel Smith shows up with what could have been her new A. Sui custom and within the 1st 5 steps, slips off balance and falls on her butt (tumalbog pa nga siya e ahihihi).

She wouldnt have one anyways. Cheers to overconfidence. The lesson: even Americans take on things like common things like gravity and slippery floors. Invincible you are not!

yay! Anne Licaros: Photogenic award!

This movie was grossly anticipated and good money must have been hauled from the enormous attendances. Still, it failed to make its mark as a smash.

Its got 3 villains this time and the effects were technically very intricate. So I must have slept through the best parts if they all came during the 7 minutes I was unconscious. The story had these terrible drags and I just lost it in the first hour. This is ironic since the setting jumpstarts almost immediately after where it left off from the earlier sequel. This is good in the sense that not too much tracing and genealogy is required to know. Probably, this also affected the pace when they thought a dozen flashbacks were needed before the movie got to half of how long it was supposed to run.

This is topped by the poor and inadequate treatment of Venom (E. Brock) starting from the fact that its played by a guy ‘That 70’s Show’ (who is a damn great comedian by the way). The ambition and envy that clicks within the character’s ego just could not show itself. Casting error? How will we ever know? How would people see how Venom really was when the portrayal allows too many normal typacastings that are not as reflective of the actual specs of an identity already given its fictional facade and foundation.

Facts bout my SpiderMan 3 experience:

• i slept thru parts of the film, twice.
• i ate popcorn so loud since i could afford not hearing some lines
• I was ready to leave by the time it was over.

It kept me on steadily high blood pressure and as most of you guys sleep soundly in your beds on this peacful Sunday dawn, all I’m hankering about is to yell about the Scofield series.

I only heard of Prison Break the series from no less than Pol and Pit (both of which discovered the phenom of series television long before I thought it was worth my time, they could have stressed just abit more on what I was missing, idoits. guys, you owe me that warning really!). Now I’m TOTALLY hooked. Its a good thing mom got a couple of copies of season one (the reason being unknown to me, she would not have known that we would potentially fight over one copy, I did suggest getting the copy). Currently, I’m racing to catch up with whatever she has seen so I can get to season two before she does.

That tattoo is awesome, artistically and its role: marvelous. Barely could I wink with the pace it was running, very well directed and written in award-winning precision. Yes, season two, hands up, here I come! wooohoo! 2 thumbs up for Prison Break.

The bastard got so drunk. He was spraying us with room deodorant. And baby pictures, you only share pics under a minimum amount of stoneness. He had had enough.

The Baon EP is ready. 100 copies. Tommorow we will silently launch @ Maru, ASJ3 should still be a hit. Theres no reason I know to make it flop, not this week.

3am’s come as solace for me. In time, this routine should get shuffled again and I’ll end up with even worse facial stress condition as ever before.

My files are still stuck and my hopes of ciphering em are bleak. This stinks, the old Tr0ma profile and my old yahoo (null_if_i) are both down and most of my data back ups are all hostaged by the encryption. This is most heinous and its no ones fault but mine.

Of to search lyrics. I’ll need on my stand tommorow.

Karma, bless my path.